This is a great color for what I'm about the say!!! I'm TOTALLY, "Valley Girl" sick of pain. And I have found out that all my pains will begone if I just EXERCIZE,EXERCIE, EXERCIZE!!! I now think I have to keep moving and if I'm not moving I'd better be on ice and just stop complaining. SUCK IT UP SHARON!! My doctors are cutting back on pain medication unless I actually go and see one of them and they are petrified to prescribe anything that I say. works for me.. I wanted some more Norco. I get the generic whatever that is. and it works. I'm careful I don't take more than I should and if and when it stops working I don't do more I just get off them for a few days and drink a lot of water and get the crap out of my system. because of the fire I tweaked my back and ended up going to a great chiropractor. Only problem he won't take Medicare and he's retiring to Mexico to live with his mom and boyfriend and didn't want to take anymore patients to begin with. I went to see him 2 xs only. Actually hurt myself trying to do this new exercise he taught me on my couch. Fell off the damned thing. I'm going to a psychiatrist because of my extreme anxiety from DT and old agent/boyfriend/manager/I thought, husband of over 20years, who got his name on everything I own and well the story is a classic old one.That a lot of actresses go thru. BORING!!! but my stress thing keeps me up all night and I feel it's safe to sleep during the day. And that really screwed me up. Didn't I know?... and I DID know that Vampires are out at night?!! MEANTIME he's suing me. And I have to go to court to fight him. I already was talked into an arbitration and having the lawyers and an arbitrator just get me out of everything no matter the cost. Anyway after everything seemed settled and the day was over he got up and fired his attorney.hahahahahah,so it's started all over again. What a stupid comedy of tears on my part realizing how stupid I am. I saw an Audie Murphy movie, a western with Joanne Drew and Sandra Dee and at one point Sandra is sticking up for Audie after a fight where a con man takes his money. Really cheats him and Audie sees what he has done and how he does it and confronts him and the guy goes nuts and starts a Physical fight. Sandra thinks it's not right and Audie says something like anything stolen from me is worthless anyway,These are the exact works... "he who steals my purse steals trash" Jessie is here and remembered the quote and it came from the Bible. Well it just hit me. He who steals my purse steals trash. And instead of trying to fight and carry on and want to know why are you doing this to me I'm just going to let anyone who wants to steal from me do it. I'm just not going to think about it and I'm letting God take care of it and me. I keep saying He is in my life and "Thy will be mine" and I love you, Jesus, Holy Spirit, God and have me do what you want. And I keep trying to fight for me and I just can't do it anymore, I can't do it I really don't know how so Take it. Take it all. I literally have to fall on my knees every morning and beg HIM to grant me grace and it works. but sometimes I forget and get mucked down again until I wake up.